Sun in Scorpio, Moon in Scorpio
During this Scorpio season I was invited to the most unusual (poignant) birthday party I had ever been to. It was for one of the precious young women who lives in my heart—I think of her as a daughter; she reminds me of me.
She has a large mission. She has a series of gifts that has her standing apart from all of us. Her art, her relationship to the public (which is why I am not mentioning her name), and her voice have melted my heart since I met her, and have me feeling a responsibility to hold her.
From a genetic inheritance, she lives with a malfunction in her hearing faculty. She has slowly been losing her sense of hearing ever since childhood. It’s a long process—slow at that. As with so many who believe in magic, her spirituality had her constantly praying, believing in miracles, seeking healers, and doing all the things we new-age people do to heal. Honestly, it wasn’t working. Then, through an accident, her inner ear function ended—so badly that she woke up one morning and couldn’t hear her own voice when speaking. One giant step toward deafness.
This party, which was not her idea, was an effort to have her friends come together to understand what it is like inside her world. We sat in silence, we had earplugs to stifle our ability to hear, and then the music was turned up and the sound of tinnitus came on for us to experience her world.
I have to mention I have had tinnitus for years now, and so I know that feeling of never finding any relief—however, where we went and what I sensed opened my heart to a depth of reality. I cried, we all cried. She cried—how to accept the unacceptable.
I love that she has no need to be spoken of. I am even self-conscious writing this because I know how private Scorpios are; however, the meaning that occurred for all of us is so worthy of a double-Scorpio-sky conversation.
This newsletter is here to invoke the theme of the archetypes of the sky each New Moon or Full Moon. Double Scorpio says: STOP TALKING shit, stop gossiping, stop dwelling on nonsense, she cried. I heard her. Why do we talk shit about each other? Why do politics steal our silence? Why do we talk if not to lift up, to soften our hearts, to bring us closer?
I left that party and realized why I have become so antisocial. My ears too have been affected by 5G, by the number of energies that float through the air, by the assault that occurs just by being alive. And so, I go to nature, to the animals, to the infants who live in silence.
May we all stop and ask ourselves: Why am I speaking? What am I saying? Who am I serving with this story, with this need to be heard? Can I find comfort in silence? Can I hold the heart of my friend without words?
I just wrote her a love letter and sent it by mail. Remember those days—we wrote letters. We held hands in a room silently… So funny: as I am writing this, a lawnmower is as loud as it can be in the background. Every time I am in nature, every time I am alone, every chance I get to be engulfed in music—I realize it is my time to be in Scorpio land, where the silence or the intention of sound is soothing.
I am in love with that young woman who is going to design a new language and perhaps cultivate telepathy as our means to be understood. I am her student. I see her seeking. In the meantime: I cry. I feel for her. I long to have all of my family soften their ears, open their hearts, and return to the allowance of silence as our home base. When does double Scorpio get to have its way?
P.S. We all know she may have to learn sign language, but at the moment, may we have permission to simply grieve, knowing full well how connected this soul is… her mission is in full bloom even with this scary time.
What do you need to be grateful for that you take for granted? Stop time and hear the silence… you are so lucky to be able to do both silence and sound. So glad to speak to this under the power of the double Scorpio sky.
Beautiful!
I live in both worlds all the time. L ear 100% deaf and limited hearing in R. Many blessings in both.
Debra,
Thank you so much for this beautiful message. It has made a profound impact as I prepare for my Level 2 practice client reading.
I watched our prep videos this week and took the time to look at my Gemini Rising, I saw my need to address the difference between needing to be silent & listen and my new voice. I listened to Malika’s client reading and saw in action how to hold space with reverence.
Your story today was the perfect synchronicity to land deep in my soul, so that I may bless this person with the wisdom and knowledge that you and DSA AA have gifted me.
Thank you for one more divinely timed gift.
Love and Light,
Elizabeth (Mary Elizabeth)
Man o man did this align with my Scorpio spirit; I have been restless; anxious; is anything going “wrong” in my world? No. I am more successful than ever… yet, here I am anxious and restless. Dissatisfied with life; yearning for something and nothing at the same time. I wish I had a reset button. How did I get rid of this? Or do I embrace it? I’m lost. I feel shaky. I feel overwhelmed. On the verge of tears constantly but for no reason. Or maybe all the reasons of the world. I’m off social media. Still I feel its energies in me. Like I am detoxing or coming off an addiction. It’s funny. I’ve been asking myself to journal and haven’t been able to. Yet I found the words here in this little random box online.
have you been to our school…time to figure out your water…you are so sensitive –beautiful but certainly not easy!!
…Triple Sag with Venus*Mercury conjunct in Scorpio 11th H…I understand the silence of Scorpio down into the core of my being. Thank you for giving Voice to the voiceless as we weave our wordless web of secrets into the mystery of the underworld. One day we will sing again…one day we will.
Thank you Debra, I am Scorpio Sun and Moon, I love been on my own, I recharge in silence. I feel all the noise so intensely during the day. I pick up on all matters of energy and it is overwhelming. My nights are my restoration.
I too struggle sometimes with hearing people, however I write songs and play guitar and keyboards. I also love painting and want to live in the country. Presently I work as a support worker. I love your work and I joined your astrology classes however I struggle to get time as I start too many projects and then get overwhelmed. Godbless and I’ve learnt a lot from you. 🙏🫂
I get you Debra,
I have bad hearing and I have got an hearing aide thats what’s happening, Im a lot in silence I don’t even really enjoy music anymore.
You take a lot for granted until you loose it!
May she be blessed
Light Healing Energies
Le Le🧚🏾♀️💖🧚🏾♀️
A touching story, that you for sharing. which reminds me of the fabulous Scottish percussionist and composer Evelyn Glennie who started to lose her hearing during her teens ; none the less she studied Music in London and plays internationally…I had the great fortune to hear/see her perform in London…do check her out 😀😘
Beautiful!
I love snail mail. I just put two cards to two friends in the mail. Reading this made me think about the
difference between talk, text, and handwritten communication. I love the spacessness that written
words by hand on pieces of paper offer. So much space to read, to listen, to hear.
Just beautifully expressed. Thank you. It touched. me deeply.
I remain in silence and emitting love, healing and blessing to your friend and you
Thank you
Hi Debra, this was a powerful message for ALL to read in Silence.
I can relate to having Tinnitus as well. The content ringing. I’ve learned to live with as well. The only time I don’t hear it is in my dream state.
I pray for this your friend 🧡 It sounds like she is determined to move forward and learn a new way of being in Silence. I am grateful that she has you in her life, to walk with her through this journey together.
Sending Much Love, Miracles and Blessings to you both.
Arlene 🥰
She is in a better place of Innocence truthfully!
No anger of daily hurtful language, war etc.
Just the sense of living in her world of PEACE
I am putting myself there even though I can still here… No Grief Just LOVE
Thanks, Debra
Dear Debra, When we are no longer to hear the outer voices we are left with just the ones within. The voice of jiva/para Atman gets louder and the outer world softens. These are easy words when we can hear but gibberish when in pain. My dog has been waking up with ear shaking infection. What noises are so loud that he wants to tune them out? He is a shamanic dog and reads every thought I have and many are fear based. Moving into the unknown is easy but more difficult when I harbor fears around him. He plays the role of my disowned shadow. (BTW he does have a vet appointment coming up!)
Anyway, thought I would respond and say thank you. May we hear what needs to be spoken both aloud and silently with the breath of the Divine as we move from darkness to light and light into darkness.
This is by far my favorite email from Debra!
I come from a large extended family with hearing issues. Although sign language is helpful I believe telepathy is the way to go. I am in love with Debra and her team! Thank you for being here on earth to help us navigate this human experience.
I needed this! So powerful and resonating at this time where I find myself alone and unexpectedly pregnant, worried about the impact the noise from the environment around me has on my unborn child. I cry in silence because it feels like the last surrender. Much love and appreciation from this Sagittarius rising.
What a powerful article! Thank you for sharing.
Imagine sitting at a table surrounded by the smells of warm food and sweet desserts, hearing everyone laugh and talk, yet never being able to take part.
No one stops to remember that you never eat. Food never enters your mouth. Every meal, every celebration, every holiday is experienced through a feeding tube—constant reminders of the connection food and conversation create, and of the fact that you don’t get to join in. This is my child’s reality, it’s heartbreaking. But it’s also taught me never to take eating and speech for granted.
Beautiful
🙏💕🙏 with Saturn conjunct my Sun in Scorpio and with Mercury there as well, I feel this deeply. Everything feels almost beyond intense right now. I Am. I am so grateful to be able to spend time everyday in nature in the mountains. Thank you for this beautiful message. 🙏🏼💗
“…you are so lucky yo be able to do both silence and sound.” Thank you for reminding me of that. I am 72 and many of my friends are now wearing hearing aids. Other than in noisy restaurants, I can still hear fine, but I really enjoy the silence and listening within.
Beautifully written.
My 90 yr old Aunt also became profoundly deaf at 17.
I don’t sign, but she can lipread and we get along perfectly well.
We text and email – what a blessing that was when it came along, because we used to have to engage a telephone relay service to ‘talk’ long distance. Not personal at all.
Your friend is blessed to have such a loving group of people to support her through this new way of engaging the world.
Feeling grateful.
I just recently asked the universe “what ever happened to Blu?”
Thank you for providing the answer.
I connected with her through watching her podcast.
I, too, have hearing issues, although no where near as severe as hers.
What a wonderful idea you guys had to try and understand what it must be like for her.
I wish her well and I hope she can find a way to continue to communicate with her audience. She is more inspirational than she apparently realizes
Thank You for such a lovely sharing! It touches my Scorpio being ❣️
Dear Debra, your love for this girl showed through from the beginning of this beautiful tribute. She is a blessing to our world which has become so full of noise, most of the time mean angry noise. Thank you for sharing this wonderful human with us. Barbara
😍Thank you for your sombering yet hopeful words💞
So touching – really got to my heart. Yes, we are all drowning in noise, stupid distractions and gossip, news (not watching them anymore, only punctually). I also have tinnitus – have been having it for some years now and to me, it is not only 5G and all the radiations. I think we are elevating frequency as does Mother Earth and these are signs we are aligned. Prabably, we all will need to learn new languages – and as a professional translator I am not only talking about the languages as we know them. Certainly intuition, telepathy and “just knowing” will come into play over the next years. Exciting times we live!
I know this person you’re speaking of. She’s a powerhouse, and nothing can stop her. I do believe there are therapies that will help, maybe even now. I have been looking into frequency healing, using what’s called a Spooky2 machine. I do believe there will come a point when she regains her hearing. I pray that this may be. 🙏
Debra,
As I have been following the person I believe you are speaking of (for years now on IG), I too have held her close in my heart. I too have prayed for her through her shared trials and triumphs.
I had tears reading this and I believe she will bring about so much beauty & healing through her gifts. One day, I hope to meet with her in person to share how much she has inspired in me.
Bless you both